Searching....

Wide awake in my sleep

the rabbit hole runs too deep

lips smile and tears drop from eye

time is running past and i am on standby

I drown the mind in a glass

drink it up burning my chest

as I cannot make it listen to what I said

Wide awake in my sleep

the rabbit hole runs too deep

thoughts never becomes actions

actions are result of reactions 

words run flat or at best slow

futile like blunt arrow left from the bow

Wide awake in my sleep 

the rabbit hole runs too deep 

I search for me, I search for me

I need you soon, please call me

inching to know what I am here for

until then, wide awake in my sleep 

the rabbit hole runs too deep

F**k you "the one and only"

You promised us rainbow
so we stood in the rain
We spread our palms for a wish
you hit us with a cane
we take a leap by believing in you
you look around without giving a clue
I know we are strong but please do not test
dont give us news we cannot digest
you can play with us but not like this
promised the beach and showed us abyss !!

unblock

lots of thoughts kept within

bubbling up but popped early

before it becomes an awkward scene 

if they free a bit, the thoughts might rise

to become a voice and not die inside

if they open up a bit, connections be made 

making a new path where plans can be laid

take a chance, try your luck

a step forward is better than being stuck

hope for the best and go ahead

dance it through before you lay to rest

infinity = 1

Rise to the one from yearn of none

place yourself in the light of sun

bathe in the glory of no one

dry yourself in the sanctity of someone 

long gone are the life of just

righteousness has gone to dust

swim through the weed of lust

avoid the whirlpools of mistrust 

then you reach and you will see

the one is you and you are me