Good night, dont let the thought bugs bite

 In the midst of the night

under shadow of the sun

laying among the busiest creatures 

I wonder, why am i awake?

Being conscious keeps me awake or

is it being oblivious to consciousness?

Thoughts passing through window pane of my head

uncontrollable as though i am floating through a sea of bed

some real, some vague 

some stuff to take care of, some to make

How i wish this would stop

like a bubble into sleep i pop

but i am too drowned in worries of my own

to feel important i wear it as a crown

i know a little, of a lot

its a fight i lost, even before i fought 

Travel lite

take what does not belong
feels heavy this unwanted luggage
doesn't let me go far and long

thought they were precious
but they dont make they break us
thought they were close
but its a mirage it shows
thought they were mine
but they were a borrowed dime

take what does not belong
wanna sing my being free song

Full circle

there is no breath that is lost

there is no sight that is flawed

there is no heart that doesn't ache

there is no journey without a break 

there is no mountain that doesn't bend

there is no story that doesn't end

there is no craving that is selfless

there is no crying that is worthless

there is no high without a low

there is no come-in without a go

what am i here for and what do I want

there seems no answer and it haunts and haunts and haunts 

Searching....

Wide awake in my sleep

the rabbit hole runs too deep

lips smile and tears drop from eye

time is running past and i am on standby

I drown the mind in a glass

drink it up burning my chest

as I cannot make it listen to what I said

Wide awake in my sleep

the rabbit hole runs too deep

thoughts never becomes actions

actions are result of reactions 

words run flat or at best slow

futile like blunt arrow left from the bow

Wide awake in my sleep 

the rabbit hole runs too deep 

I search for me, I search for me

I need you soon, please call me

inching to know what I am here for

until then, wide awake in my sleep 

the rabbit hole runs too deep

F**k you "the one and only"

You promised us rainbow
so we stood in the rain
We spread our palms for a wish
you hit us with a cane
we take a leap by believing in you
you look around without giving a clue
I know we are strong but please do not test
dont give us news we cannot digest
you can play with us but not like this
promised the beach and showed us abyss !!

unblock

lots of thoughts kept within

bubbling up but popped early

before it becomes an awkward scene 

if they free a bit, the thoughts might rise

to become a voice and not die inside

if they open up a bit, connections be made 

making a new path where plans can be laid

take a chance, try your luck

a step forward is better than being stuck

hope for the best and go ahead

dance it through before you lay to rest

infinity = 1

Rise to the one from yearn of none

place yourself in the light of sun

bathe in the glory of no one

dry yourself in the sanctity of someone 

long gone are the life of just

righteousness has gone to dust

swim through the weed of lust

avoid the whirlpools of mistrust 

then you reach and you will see

the one is you and you are me